Is this depression?

Mayra • 🌻☀️🍕
My baby is a month old. I'm loving with my in laws and my bf expects me to be perfect at everything. I forget something or put a dirty bottle where he doesn't like it and he goes off on me and says that I don't do anything. His parents tell me I'm not organized, but how can I be? They go in our room and move everything around. My bf treats me like I'm so stupid . Even though I am trying my best with my child. I feel so low and miserable. I can't Even tell him I'm sad bc he tells me to suck it up. I just wanna be held and cry till I can't anymore. But I don't wanna seem weak and stupid to his family and him. At the moment, his brother incited my bf to go out for a beer, didn't even ask if I wanted to go. I feel so left out and like I can't do anything right. I don't talk to anyone so all I have is my baby. I just feel so depressed.