Need someone to talk to😔

So I am 20 years old, at university (have one year left) & have been with my partner for 6 years! I love him very much & I am torn up inside 💔 we previously had a MC & it's been one of the worst things that's hit our relationship😔!! I am saving every penny from work so we have a deposit for our own house in a couple of years but I so desperately want a baby of our own & im scared that if I have a baby something bad will happen & that I won't be able to keep saving for a mortgage! Getting myself so down & just need some advice or just a friendly chat.Â