I dont know what to do

Nikeeya

So I got diagnosed with pcos and they put me on birth control to hopefully regulate my periods and hopefully drop an egg when my fiance are ready to have a kid N they take me off the birth control. We are waiting till a month before the wedding before we tell the dr to take me off of it so we can try. I just wanna know what it feel like to have a baby in my tummy and watch my tummy grow and here mom over and over and raise the precious little one. ....hope I can be a mommy