I’m in love with my one of my best friends and we used to be together but after 1 year we broke up. Its been almost 2 years and I’m still deeply in love with him. I still even being in other relationships or talking to others, feel like he’s my one and only. I want to lose it to him and no one else, marry him. I’m in no rush but I’m growing more and more conflicted. The thought of him makes me gush, his random calls make me smile. Even when he’s drunk texting/ calling or just calling to ask a question unrelated to anything about us. I don’t know what to do. I’m glad we’re still friends but ....

I don’t know what to do about my thoughts. We’re both really busy with school and work but should I try and talk to him or just leave it as is? 😭