Anyone else just randomly feeling down emotionally. I wouldn’t say I’m depressed I’m just sad for no good reason.

I got fired for being pregnant back in June. I’m not employable because Im a skilled trades person. I’m a licensed mechanic. So no one would consider hiring me to fix cars while pregnant plus maternity leave in canada can go up to 18 months and no one wants that with a new hire. So now I only get 6 months maternity leave...... and will have to find a job instead of being home with my baby. I feel like my whole world has been stripped from me for being a woman who chose to break glass ceilings. I realize this is my choice to have a family but I don’t think I should have been punished for it. Yes I’m dealing with the human rights commission.

Money is tight with me not working, I’m stressed about having to find a job n I just don’t feel like me! I literally haven’t slept in days.... I look in the mirror and I don’t see myself.... I’ve been sleeping in a lazy boy chair to hope to get a little comfort. I know I will feel better when our baby girl is here and I’m not home by myself with my thoughts. But the next three weeks seem like an eternity!

I’m stupid thoughts i miss my clothes n my body and regular bowel movements!!! I just want her OUT 😭