Now I am frustrated!

liz❤️
I spent most of this month not focusing on signs or symptoms. Then I had spotting 2 days ago (7 days before expected AF) I saw it twice while wiping and that was it. I started to get hope that possible implantation due to the fact my AF never has come early. Waited... still no more spotting or possible AF. Tested this morning and BFN with First Response considering it does say 6 days sooner. I am tired of TTC. My body is playing tricks with me now. I am so frustrated.