6 months trying😭

We have been trying to conceive for 6 months now & nothing. Just done a test 5 days before my period is due, negative. Currently sat on the toilet crying my eyes out. It feels like it’s never going to happen. All my life I’ve dreamed of being a mum, my boyfriend has a little boy & an angel baby. I’m starting to feel like there’s something wrong with me 😭 I’ve just been using cheapo tests but this time I bought first response early response, hoping for some kind of miracle, I really thought this month was going to be my month😭