I thought we got our Christmas wish. 💔 (GRAPHIC)

Maggie

Me and my husband have been trying since June 2017. He’s been on Clomid to up his sperm count. I got 5 positive test yesterday, I couldn’t believe it. I thought this was it, I started spotting.. light pink, and then it continued to get heavier. So I went to the ER lastnight and the urine test was negative. But, the blood test was positive. They said “there is still hope”. My hcg levels were a 14, and they said your only a few days pregnant.. Just watch your bleeding. So it continued to get heavier though the night. I don’t know what to think, I’ve never had a miscarriage, I prepared myself for it. But I don’t think you can. I’m heartbroken. 💔 My doctor still wants me to come in today to be seen. I took a clear blue digital today, and it says not pregnant. My poor husband is just so upset. He keeps saying to be positive... here are some pics.

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Su

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I had bleeding with clots with my son & he's now 7. Try not to jump to conclusions just yet. Call your Dr or head to the ER & get checked out. Better safe than sorry. Hang in there hun. I pray everything is ok with your bean. Hugs.

Su

Susan • Dec 18, 2018
Yes it was pretty bad. I actually bled all over the ER bathroom floor & they finally took me back to a room. I had horrible cramps as well. I was 5 months pregnant & thought I was miscarrying. I'm glad you have a Drs appointment today to get checked out. You will be in my thoughts. ❤ Try to update afterwards. Big hugs.

Ma

Maggie • Dec 18, 2018
Was it bad? Did you have cramps? I’m trying not to jump to conclusions. I have a doctors appt today at 1. So I pray everything just ends up being fine. But I’m trying not to get my hopes up. Thank you for the support ❤️

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Praying you find comfort. I know this feeling, I’m so sorry.

Je

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You could have a subchorionic hemmorage. At 7 weeks I started bleeding and passed clots similar to what yours looks like. I had no pain nothing it just happened it of no where. Went to the ER because it was a weekend so my Obgyn wasn’t open. They checked my cervix and it was still closed and they did an ultrasound that showed my little babe alive with it’s heart beating. My son is almost 19 months old now. Keep your head up. Praying for you.

Je

Jess • Dec 18, 2018
You’re welcome! Obviously I’m not a doctor and I can’t tell what’s going on but I’m hoping that give you a little glimmer of hope so you’re not so down on yourself just yet.

Ma

Maggie • Dec 18, 2018
I hope and pray so bad that nothing is wrong and that it’s still in there. And that’s the weird thing is, I have no pain. I had light period like cramps yesterday afternoon but that was it. Thank you ❤️

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I bleed until 20 weeks with my babe. She is happy crazy 2 year old. I bleed HEAVY like soaking a pad once a month, when my period was due that month. They don’t know why I had the bleeding. As long as your numbers go up then baby is still there! I bought like 100 Walmart test and just kept taking them just to watch and see if my line was getting lighter.

Ma

Maggie • Dec 18, 2018
Well mine was 14 lastnight. They want me to go back and get blood drawn tomorrow to see if it’s going up. It’s just crazy to me that I had 5 positives & there urine test was negative but the blood test was positive and they said I was barely pregnant like it just happened a few days ago. Maybe a week

Je

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I want to say I really hope things work out for the best for you because going through a miscarriage is devastating. But I’ve had 3 chemicals and yours situation sounds exactly the same. Test never got dark and then went to negative. The digital quicker then the strips. Starting bleeding. And blood test cane back at only 23. I really hope things are different for you though. Everyone’s situation isn’t always the same , obviously. So I could be completely off. I just know sometimes it’s easier to prepare yourself for any answers. Wishing you the best

Ma

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I got confirmation today, it was a miscarriage. I’m RH negative and had to have the rogam shot so that way next time I get pregnant my body won’t reject it. 💔

Ma

Maggie • Dec 20, 2018
Thank y’all! Hopefully I will get pregnant again soon ❤️❤️

Su

Susan • Dec 20, 2018
Hugs. I'm so sorry to hear this. I had a miscarriage in 2010 because of being RH negative. I'm here if you need someone to talk to. I also met wonderful women on dailystrength.org after my miscarriage. It's a support group & may help. I'm not sure if there's a group like that on here. My heart goes out to you.

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🤰🌈 • Dec 19, 2018
I’m so sorry, Maggie. The next couple weeks will be very hard but things do get less hard, I promise.