My Angel baby

I found I was pregnant April 25 of this year. My baby had a great heart rate was 164 at 8 weeks and 1 then 156 at my 13 weeks to measure the nucel folds. The next morning I found out the ultrasound showed up abnormal.I went to a specialist a week later and they did another ultrasound and there was no blood flow going to my baby and there was no heartbeat. I then to my obs and they told me I need to have a d and e, but I chose to wait a week to see if my body would pass by itself. Sadly I had to have the d and e on the 29th of last month. Going to be trying again in 2 1/2 months.