I had one drunk night alone at home and invited a complete stranger over. It was u. I didn’t know what I was doing, I had to ask your name while you took your shoes off at my bedroom door. I had no idea you’d become so important to me. You’ve become one of the most valuable relationships in my life. You showed me love when I needed it most. You’ve taken my heart, you’ve made me fall in love, not in love with looks or sex or even the things you’d do for me. Genuinely you made me fall in love with your very soul. I was never bothered when we saw other people because I always knew the feelings we had for each other were special. It was Something that wasn’t possessive, aggressive, or complicated. but can I actually explain it in words? No. Never. No matter how many words I write it’ll never come out reflecting exactly what’s happened. I love you though and I know saying it to you wouldn’t be odd because you’ll know exactly what I mean. I want to say I’m sorry, after about two years of “us” I’ve become pregnant and it’s not yours. I cried and wished it was Because I knew everything would be changed. Finally you said it too, you wished my son was yours. My heart hurts. If I knew then what I know now, I would’ve never taken a moment lightly. My heart grieves over this and I know yours does too. Im so sorry for my mistake

To My True Love