I gave my man a hall pass to watch porn

We’ve been going through so much these past two years trying to get in with a fertility specialist after having a horrible ob who I can honestly say cared less about what my fiancé and I were going through. Anyone going through something similar knows how much infertility can take a toll on your mental health... anyway two years later we finally are taking a step in the right direction. After getting ultrasound hsg laprascopy etc my specialist requested a sperm analysis just to be sure. I knew my man would feel awkward about it so when I told him he was thinking we could have sex and he could just cum in the cup. No no no no no. It doesn’t work like that. When I told him he had to masturbate into the cup he was mortified. So this morning comes around and he was so nervous I knew he wasn’t looking forward to it. (He’s beyond supportive through everything by the way ) just jacking off isn’t something he does since we’ve been together. So it’s definitely not something he’d like to be doing. He was so nervous ladies it was kinda cute to be honest. I said look you can do this... he said “how” I rolled my damn eyes at that and said watch porn if you have to I don’t give a shit. The look on his face now was even more mortified. So about ten minutes later he comes out the bathroom said he just “took a shit “ I said well you gotta hurry up and masturbate so I can run it to the hospital ( they give you a certain time period) he looked shameful and said it’s been done. He said he felt so awful and awkward about it and he didn’t even watch any porn just said he thought about me the whole time. I couldn’t have kissed him more. I love my sweet man he makes me smile I just had to share with you ladies. Praying for positivity and good results 🙏 baby dust to all I know it’s a tough road but it’s worth it !