Dear boyfriend/baby daddy

I just found out I’m pregnant and you want to be supportive and be a part of our child life but you haven’t been telling me things. You’re going to jail in January and didn’t tell me until tonight, you threaten me with your own life if I leave you or take the baby from you, I can’t keep doing this and I need to end it before it gets worse but I know if I take the baby from you then your family will try to take them from me. I’ve never been more lost or scared in my entire life I can’t do this anymore.