Lh strips and testing, check. Preseed, check. BD, and when that doesn't work, home insemination, check. Basal temp, check, CM tracking, check. Geritol, check. AF tracking for 2 years (using a different app first), check. Everything check except for any sign of a BFP. I could wallpaper the living room with all of the negative test strips!

AF due in 4 days. Took a test today. B.F.N... I knew it would be difficult in your 30's, but this is nearly impossible. I'm going on cycle 11 of actually trying, but I haven't used birth control in 4 years. I know many of you ladies feel the same that this endeavor is a losing battle with your body.

I wasn't prepared for it to be THIS difficult. Trying to stay positive is becoming harder and harder.

SIGH, HUFF, AND GENERAL MEH.