Lost baby at 5 weeks

It was a horrible experience, I was wrecked and still am. I feel bad when I hear people say it's worst to loose a baby full term. I honestly think it's just two different pains. Both hurt a lot but in different ways. I was exited and getting prepared for baby number two. I never thought I would ever go through something like this. may 18 2015 I felt my heart crush as I held the sac in my hand I knew that was it, Baby was gone. Im just happy I got at least one ultrasound done. my daughter who is three still says she's a sister. Yes, to an angel watching over us.