Low, lows.

A guy and I just ended talking/dating of a month and half. I’m bummed and thought there was potential for him and I — had hopes he was going to be my first boyfriend but unfortunately, that didn’t happen. Now I’m back to square one. I miss him and the fact we won’t talk again hurts. I did this to myself because every time something good happens (only last for a few weeks) ends quickly. I can never keep the momentum and feel secured. I deactivated most of my social media since we have each other (don’t want to be attached on my phone either to cope). I’m attempting to switch up how I handle my sadness. Semester is over and I don’t work, so I’m trying to workout every day to keep me active and ease my mind; read and devote time with God. It’s easier to say than do — as I’m texting this out who knows if I’ll follow through. I usually sleep and sleep which doesn’t help — I feel even more drained and unhappy.

What do you do to maintain being sane and moving on from a heartache?