Ugh It would be easier if I wasn’t gay for her

My friend who flirts with me all the time and confuses me greatly is sending me pictures with her boyfriend and it’s just making my stomach upset. Like I’m happy for her and that he makes her happy but I just feel so ugly inside when I see them all..together like that. Does that mean I have a crush on her? She’s really getting on my nerves with all the teasing and flirting because I can’t tell what she sincerely means.

I know all of the posts on this thread are pretty much like this but god it’s difficult and I totally get these lesbian stereotypes now