Possibly a miscarriage 😥

Yet another post about spotting, long story so sorry.... For some reason I can’t figure out how to edit my posts to update them. Anyways I have been spotting since 12/8 as of 12/20 I was supposed to be 7 weeks. I didn’t have my actual ultrasound yet it was scheduled for 12/28. I doubt that I’ll get that chance as it seems I’m having a miscarriage. I went to the ER yesterday per my dr. Instructions because I woke up with more bleeding than what I’ve been having. I was only bleeding here and there when I wiped never needed to wear a pad cause nothing ever leaked out. That was until yesterday. Anyways they took my blood and urine and did an ultrasound. My HCG levels were normal and so was my urine both positive for pregnancy. The ultrasound showed that I’m only 5weeks. (My cousin did an unofficial US on me on 12/9 because I was freaking out with the spotting and hers showed I was 5 weeks then. Her machines are a little older so she said it could have been a few days off but not by two weeks). So now I’m questioning for sure that I’m having a miscarriage because it shouldn’t be off by two weeks so I’m thinking the baby stopped growing at 5 weeks. Thy told me that they seen a gestational sack but not a yolk sack. But they said that it could still be to early to see it. They can not rule out miscarriage or ectopic pregnancy because they don’t see the yolk sack. I was given a pelvic exam and they said my cervix was closed so everything was looking ok. Per my discharge I have to repeat blood work with my OB’s office to test my HCG levels again to see if they went up or down. Obviously if they go down then it’s confirmed miscarriage. I woke up today with more bleeding and now passing clots. By the end of the night it’s not as heave as it was this morning and I haven’t seen anymore clots. I go for my blood work tomorrow morning but because it’s Friday and the office is closed on Saturday I’m told I probably won’t get my results until monday. I’m thinking I won’t even get them Monday with it being Christmas eve. I’m already thinking miscarriage and this would be my first one but my second pregnancy so I’m completely heart broken. I wasn’t going to tell my BF that I was pregnant until Christmas eve so when I came home from the ER I had to break the news and it was just a terrible way to tell him. “ so I’m pregnant...but possibly not for long cause I think I’m having a miscarriage 😢😢😢” anyways like I said I’m devastated and he’s supportive. But has anyone went through this before like actually passing clots with cramping and it turn out ok like didn’t end in a miscarriage? I’m still trying to stay positive but it’s extremely hard. There is no good time to have a miscarriage but it is especially hard around the holidays. In a way I feel as if it’s my fault I’m kind of superstitious and I told people about the pregnancy before I reached 12w. Usually I’d never do that but was just so happy and shocked that it happened so fast as I have PCOS and took two years to conceive my first child. I should have waited 😩