So emotional 😭

Where did these emotions come from?! I'm 28+4 and i cant control myself!

I either

1- get so upset over almost nothing it makes me angry with myself or

2- I get so angry i can't help but cry

My poor BF doesn't know whether he's coming or going, he just leaves me to it to chill out in my own time, but then i loose it with him for 'not caring'. I've been pretty laid back up until a week or so ago. I'm terrified that the stress will bring my baby into the world way too early - which makes me more upset.

Such a vicious circle 😓