Hi, my son was stillborn at forty weeks Sept 29, 2019. A year after his death i was ready to try to have another baby. I have another son with autism that is almost 5 years old and asks me regularly for a sibling. I want to givw him that in the worse but my children father goes back and forth on rather or not he is ready. One month he does everything to try to have another kid. And the next month he says he doesnt know he can handle it. I'm gettring upset and frustrated, i mean if he doesn't want a baby right now i am ok with that but the back and forth is breaking my heart. Plus what of he go through everything end up pregnant and he decides he is not ready. I'm so conflicted