Party time downer

Spent some times with my friends last night for the first time since my loss. It's truly amazing how many people will go out of their way to ignore a miscarriage because they don't know how to talk about it. Im not saying I expected to be center of attention. I'm just saying some comfort would have been appreciated and it's more than needed right now. It's really sad that miscarriage is such a taboo subject in our society. Today I posted the article from that other day about miscarriage being taboo hoping to enlighten some people on our pain. Not sure it'll help but it's worth a shot. You never feel so alone in a crowd when you're grieving the loss of your baby. Now today I'm feeling the downfall of keeping my happy face on for so long. Crying is a daily occurrence but it's the worst the day after having to pretend to be happy for so an entire day.