It's been 3 years since we broke up, I thought you were perfect and I was the only one who understood your moods and why you would put me down all the time, you were stressed so it was okay, right? I never had the chance to heal when we broke up, you left me for someone else but we kept sleeping together, throughout countless girlfriends actually but I loved you, i thought this was us making our way back together. Now I realise you were just a manipulative cheat. Last year we got pregnant and I was so scared but so happy, so when I started bleeding and the doctors suspected a miscarriage I knew it was time to tell you, i put it off cause I knew how you'd react and I had 5 stress free blissful days with my little bean, loving every second of knowing he/she was growing inside me. I told you and like I suspected you were emotionally abusive even though I was going through the worst time of my life. I lost our baby. You moved on like it never even happened and I'm still to this day broken about it. We became close again a short while after the miscarriage cause I was broken and you were the closest thing to my baby on this earth. We went back to how things were but thankfully you were single this time. You used to tell me that we were such good friends and we'd always have each others backs. Then you moved country and we spoke a little less but still every week and I'd see you every few months when you were home. Then you got a gf in the summer so we don't speak anymore, you literally dropped me quicker than a hot plate and I can honestly say I'm so happy about it! You are not the person I fell in love with years ago. You are not a nice person and you're not the father my perfect Angel deserved. I hope you treat your new girlfriend with much more respect and I hope you have grown up. Don't worry about me, I'm happy, I'm single and focusing on me. I'm looking forward to the future, with no thanks to you.