Sad rant

I want to be a mother/grandmother so badly that I’d adopt an adult just for that motherly bond. I’m so frustrated that we can’t get pregnant. Every holiday, every weekend, every place we go feels so empty without someone looking forward to me nurturing, helping and loving them. We have so much to give and no one to give it to. We volunteer and travel a lot-it’s just not enough to feel fulfilled. I’m missing that specific bond.

Just frustrated, end rant.