I just need to vent really quick. So after being with my boyfriend for 4 years I am finally 18 which means I am now allowed to do a lot more than I was before. My mom never allowed me to spend holidays with him but this year I got to. I get here and everything is good, fun, cozy. Then they keep asking for my cousin. My cousin is staying with my boyfriend because he got kicked out of his house. Well he had been switching staying with my bf and our other cousin in a different city. After being with my bf for a few days they can’t seem to stop talking about him. They ask about him every second. “Where’s gonzo” “is he coming to breakfast” “make him come to open his presents” i just can’t take it anymore. He’s literally been with them for 4 days and they treat him better than they treat me. I don’t know if they just feel iffy about me after not being with my bf for about 6 months. We broken up because his ways weren’t very good and I decided to take him back when I saw he put in effort to change. I think I’m jealous of the way they treat my cousin I don’t know but at this point I just want to go home already. I feel like no one really wants me here and now my Christmas was sort of ruined :(