Termination due to Dandy Walker Syndrome

I had to TX due to a Dandy Walker diagnosis. Completely devastated.. I feel like I will never be the same person again. I miss being pregnant and I miss my baby... This was my first pregnant and we were beyond exciting. And then at 21 weeks it was all taken away from us. Now it's been test after test and on Wednesday we have an appointment to meet with a genetic counselor. I just need to know this will not happen again. I'm so fearful but want to get pregnant again. And I think about my baby I lost everyday.  Would love to talk to people who have experienced this.