Gag reflex 🤦‍♀️🤷‍♀️

Alright this story really sucks. And is probably a true nightmare for littles and subs. Me and my boyfriend became heavy in the rough bdsm and ddlg scene. I’ve been in it for about two years now and I welcomed him into it. He was sorta not liking the whole daddy and ddlg thing but quickly grew into it. Since it’s Christmas he goes up to spend it with his family. So Sunday we hung out and played smash bros. We went on a walk in the dark. We came across a bench and he decided to start doing stuff. And if you’re a little you probably know what it’s like to not really be in the mood but wouldn’t want to disappoint daddy. Sooooo I went along with it. Big mistake. I found out I happen to be one of the 37% of women with a gag reflex. And may or may not have thrown up on his dick. 😳🤦‍♀️. I just feel super gross and my little instincts kicked in and I broke down. I fucked up. But he wasn’t mad and said he didn’t really care since he knew it wasn’t my fault. He was disappointed I didn’t tell him about not being in the mood but other then that he’s been super supportive. But I need some help girls how do fix my gag reflex it’s ruined one of my favorite things 😩. I’m new to this and I’m still virgin, I hope you beautiful girls have some advice?😩❤️ (sorry for the long post btw)