It is killing meeeee

I miss the way my boyfriend and family used to get along, everything was so fine. My life was full of love and most important, it was calm. Now he and his family don’t get along with mine. It is si hard for me. When he comes to see me and his daughter we have to be outside. It’s been 2 months since this. And 3 days ago I started feeling super low. I wish I could turn back the time