***LONG POST***

On July 24, 2018 I lost my angel baby. From out of no where I was diagnosed with incompetent cervix and started dilating. (19 W+ 4)

My angel had an EDD of December 12, 2018 and I prayed and asked God and my angel to bless me with my rainbow baby, i imagined that my angel wouldn’t let me suffer and spend her birthday just thinking of how she should’ve been here with me and that somehow I would be given me rainbow baby at this exact time.

Well something told me to test and I had a missed period, but it wasn’t uncommon because I have PCOS so I really though nothing of it but deep down I had a different feeling...I tested and it was POSITIVE!

Based on my LMP my EDD is August 10, 2019, ironically my birthday - but I know God and my angel will send my baby in July, possibly even on July 24, 2019. Either way my heart says that God has an interesting way of turning the month that I had so much pain and hurt - into the most beautiful month for both my babies because although my angel won’t be here she has sent her brother/sister to be here. She will always be remembered and never forgotten and her baby brother/sister will be here in my arms in July 2019.