Let’s just say I was the “other” woman and lied to consistently for 6 months. I found out all in September after I had been living with him for only a month. Things just continued, he wouldnt be open about his relationship with his baby mama or show me messages between them. (Yes, it may seem invasive but after you’ve been dragged through hell it isn’t.) Continued to turn off his location, lie about what he’s doing and be out with baby mama, didn’t come home one night... He wasnt trying to nor seemed interested in building a relationship. I decided it’s time after 3 months of no progression to a positive healthy relationship between us. So on Saturday, I packed what I could and would need until I find a room to rent.

He hadn’t/hasn’t gotten anything for my son or done anything to help prepare for his arrival even after me constantly nagging him for 2 months.

He never took into consideration how his actions would effect my unborn child but also my 5 year old. He only cared about how it would effect his almost 1 year old daughter.

***Side notes***

My biological parents havent been in my life and i only have a sister an hour away. So I shall be doing it on my own yet again. Im terrified and still super heartbroken. Going through labor on my own and driving him home on my own is just sad.

He wanted to conceive this child and it just seems like my son was conceived by pure lust 😓. All he’s concerned about now is that imma run him dry financially by child support because no I cant financially support a child on my own. I already pay for my daughters child care all by myself.

****Rant done****

I try to be positive and smile but I still find myself in tears twice a day.