Second loss

When people say it will get easier with time they are wrong. I had my first miscarriage July 5th my husband and I were devastated and decided to try again. Later that month I was experiencing the same symptoms as my first pregnancy but decided to take a pregnancy test in August to see if I would get my period. I was five days late and decided to take a pregnancy test on August 9th we got the confirmation that we were pregnant again by that time we were already 5 weeks and 2 days. My husband and I were so happy again that we were going to surprise his mom this weekend for her birthday but tragedy hit us again Friday night when we lost our angel at 7 weeks. This is our second miscarriage and I don't know if I could take it if I had another one I fear I won't be able to hold my baby for a full term pregnancy. I don't know what to do or think of it anymore 😢