Be grateful

I'm sitting here reading all the post in this group about how miserable everyone is. Yes, this is the most uncomfortable part of pregnancy! And we are all just so excited to meet our little ones and have our bodies back to ourselves lol. I am 37 weeks and 4 days. I'm 4cm dialiated and 50% effaced. I have a 2 year old son as well...and well my husband of almost 4 years has left us. I am alone in this.. I found out one week ago that he cheated on me in october when I was 7 months pregnant. When he knew I found out last friday he came home got his mom (who is in town till march to help me ) and left to Houston where his uncle and aunt live. He came back 2 nights ago to get his clothes. Left with 0 words. All I got was a text saying hes going to find somewhere to live and to send him a list of the payments we make. So yeah, I've been on a shitty ass rollercoaster of emotions since then and not to mention spending christmas alone was fucking heartbreaking. So please...if you're married or have your guy with you through all these hard nights and long days of contractions and false alarms let them know how much you love them. And appreciate every moment. I am in total shock still but I plan to divorce his ass and get all I can for my kids.