Emergency surgery ruptured ectopic

Found out I was expecting for the first time and I was so excited. Only two months before I had testing and everything seemed normal and because of past feelings of pain in my left side I was still nervous. Had an ultrasound and nothing showed. Last monday my left falliopian tube ruptured with my 10+ wk baby. I was rushed into surgery with the most unbarable pain I was scared for my life. They had me in surgery for five hours leaving my family scared and devastated. Almost losing me three times due to blood loss I am now home healing. I am frighted to keep trying yet me and my fiance really want a little one of our own. I am only twenty and having trouble not wanting to have sex. I dont know if its because of hormones or me craving the attention of my fiance but I have no clue when we are allowed and Its only been a week with my stitches. Anyone have any ideas?