Just got back from my anatomy scan today and .......... it’s a boy 😩... don’t judge me but I wanted a girl so bad .. we both wanted a girl. I’m accepting it but it still hurts ☹️ .. I know the gender shouldn’t be such a big deal but I’m entitled to feel .. ughh I don’t even know what his name will be yet although I have a lot of time to figure it out .. I will and still love my son 💜 GOD doesn’t make any mistakes so I know he was granted to me, for me. Can’t wait to meet him, teach him and so much more 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 he’s grown so much already! Time is flying with the blink of an eye 😱 some days I still can’t believe I’m going to be a mom 😩💜💜💜