She showed her face yesterday morning, very disappointing.. we have been trying for so long with one miscarriage, but I'm not giving up, we go to see my obgyn next Friday to have everything checked out, he said I might start fertility meds then to help us which is usually upsetting for some people that they have to use meds to help them conceive, but I couldn't be happier to start them knowing they might help us get our rainbow baby makes me happy. But for now I'm getting wine drunk hopefully for the last time for a long time! 🤗 I hope we all get our BFP in 2019!