2019 is already shaping up to be better than this year for many reasons.

I know many of you may know this but I am a very nervous individual about sex and pregnancy. This was mostly due to me not being ready for something like that, I denied it a lot but I know that's what it was now. But the source of all of that is gone now. My boyfriend broke up with me!!!

Now don't get too sad for me as this is a good thing. I am no longer a nervous mess and it's only been a day. I feel much happier and free. And, get this, the reason he broke up with me was because he couldn't wait for me to be ready for sex which clearly tells me all he wanted was sex. So immature. I want someone far more caring then that.

I am also excited to spend more time with my family and friends and make some more. I will also be able to spend more time on my college work and be the best version of me that I can be!

So bring on 2019 and I will approach it with open arms and I will come out of it smiling!