Im going insane

Mara

This is literally the most frustrating process I have ever been through in my life. Ttc is not for the faint of heart, guys.

My cycles are a little irregular, they run 38-40 days every single time though. Well, this month, with the ovulation strips and bbt I couldn't detect ovulation (although my bbt charting is terrible) so Im not sure if I ovulated or not even though I always have before. I'm now on day 43 of my cycle, test yesterday was negative, no sign of af, and I'm just sitting driving myself INSANE. I know none of you can answer my question, I guess I'm just looking for anyone who might be suffering with me!