Tough decision, don't know what to do. Opinions?

nicole • Have beautiful rainbow baby identical twin girls 🎀
So super hard decision to make and I don't know what to do. After almost 9 months of TTC, suffering a miscarriage and still nothing. I'm now engaged, do I keep trying and wait till after the baby to plan a wedding.. Or do I plan a wedding and stop TTC til after .. I want both so bad and I don't know what to do!