So crushed

Jokkayy

I have short periods (usually 2-3 days) and I have a longer cycle so I usually ovulate a week later than normal women. So I already feel like I have to wait forever...like I look forward to the two week wait because at least then I know it’s only 2 weeks. But I was supposed to ovulate on or around Christmas Day. I have been getting positive opks since Christmas <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.eve">Eve</a>, but they just stay positive. I had what I thought was a peak opk yesterday but no temp spike today, it actually went down by .2 degrees and I have another clearly positive opk today. So I know I haven’t ovulated yet. I’m hoooping that I get my temp spike tomorrow showing that I ovulated today but I’m honestly not feeling confident. I just feel crushed that I’m not ovulating. I have a period every month and I haven’t been diagnosed with PCOS or endo or anything, but my cycles keep getting longer and longer and this is our 6th cycle trying again since our ectopic pregnancy. I’m starting to feel like it’s just never going to happen again for us.