It will always be considered a blessing for me, it might not for you but that’s fine I’ll take good care of MY CHILD! Plus you’re always going to be gone because you are in the military but that’s fine I’ll tell MY BABY all about you just in a different way so people won’t find out I don’t want MY CHILD to feel like a burden but just know I will love MY BABY with all my HEART, I feel like you would be there as much as you can because your dad wasn’t there so why would you wanna be like him when you have told me before you would never wanna be like him but honestly to make it better on you I won’t tell you so you wouldn’t have to stop living your life and find what you want in life because I know what I want and if I do get pregnant all I need is this little baby