Fooled myself by thinking i’d lose feelings

it’s been 3 years and i’m still hung up on my first love..we never got together but we were really tight and i cut him off to get over him but obvs i’m not and i fucking miss him so much. 3 years. i thought my feels would go but here we are and no i’m not gonna hit him up but someone tell me what to do i’m dying lollll fuck