I’m so torn

Cate

I’m really torn Bc my baby has been in the nicu since birth and he’s now 3 weeks old and still in the nicu. I have the option of going back to work after 6 weeks postpartum. My husband is telling me that we do need the extra cash Bc he’s been doing it alone since I got put on bedrest at 30 weeks. So I haven’t brought much income and my disability isn’t giving me much either. I’m so sad Bc I’m not sure when baby is coming out the nicu and when he does I won’t even be able to bond with him Bc I’ll have to work. I feel so scared leaving him with anyone with him being 6 weeks old when I go back to work...idk what to do😔😪