From day one my best friends have not loved the LGBT+ community because we all come from families that are not supportive of that, so ever since I recognized that I wasn’t straight, I’ve kept it perfectly hidden.

Anyway, last night I was looking through my camera roll trying to find a meme she had just reminded me of, and I accidentally tapped on the wrong image, which happened to be a meme that said “I put the Bi in bitch” and my heart skipped a beat. I felt sick as she looked at me and said “does that seriously say ‘I put the Bi in bitch’?” So naturally, I froze up. I nervously laughed and said yes. She said “okayy” with an unclear tone and we moved on.

They’ll most likely be supportive of me when I come out, but you can never be sure. I just can’t believe I made a mistake like that, when I knew I didn’t want to come out for a while. I’m still scared that they might gossip about me, or say things behind my back, since we’ve always been huge gossips. I’ve had problems with rude friends in the past, and I don’t want this be just be another case of that, because I really don’t have anyone to fall back on right now. I don’t know if I’m looking for advice or anything, I think I just needed to rant.