It’s my birthday today

& i barley got any sleep because I’m so crampy & having Braxton-Hicks all night that will not go away & thought they would be gone by now.. Nope still there. My husband is on call & of course got called out to work, my hair is a mess & I just can’t find the energy to do it. I just don’t feel good. I want to cry! These pregnancy hormones got me like... I don’t want to be pregnant anymore! I love this little girl.. But she needs to get out soon before i lose my mind! I need a margarita!