Hi all!

TTC for 6 months and in that time I had my gallbladder removed emergently and the flu, strep, and an ear infection. Rationally, I know my body wasn’t ready.

Irrationally, I am devastated with every period, every low OPK, and continue to not understand how to read my CM.

My sister in law just told us she’s 5 weeks pregnant with her third in 4 years and I can’t stop crying. I know I should be happy for her, but all I can think is “SHE GETS ANOTHER ONE?!”

Have others felt this way? Am I alone and a terrible person??