I feel so disgusting and embarrassed (down there!!)

TMZ

ok so i shaved for the first time about 2 months ago? it was a clean mens razor, i used conditioner and wasn’t harsh at all

after a couple days i got so many ingrown hairs and pimples I didn’t do anything i just exfoliated and kept it clean and it got so badd i kept getting more of them and every time they “popped” it would leave a mark and its full of red spots now i’m scared it’ll always look like this

And so much time has passed and i STILL get pimples... idk what to do i just trim now and then but i’m so disgusted ☹️☹️☹️

PS i know i should wax but i don’t think it’s a good idea to do anything right now with all these marks and pimples idk what to do