Omg help

So I never have a sex drive. Ever. And I think it has something to do with my depression medication because I’ve always felt like this since I was like 13. Anyway. I felt like wine kinda puts me in the mood when I feel buzzed. But I feel bad because I don’t want my husband to think I have to get buzzed to have sex with him. He’s very attractive and I don’t find anyone else attractive at all. I barely masturbate. Maybe once every month. I just never desire sex. I never crave it. I can go without it for months. My husband knows about everything and we have an open communication but it really sucks. It’s hard for me to get turned on.