The wait is over.

He always does little sweet gestures like kissing my hand while I’m in the middle of a conversation, or kissing my forehead randomly.

The other day I was cramping so badly while lying on the couch. He sat me up, squeezed behind me and just rubbed my hair, and my belly while giving me forehead kisses. He kept saying “I’m sorry babe”. 😭 Literally me.

The next morning after my shower I went to my closet to dress, and just laid on the floor. Cramps still kicking my ass. He crawled into the closet, asked if I had lotioned up yet. I said no. He goes and grabs the lotion, and lotions every part of me, then helps me slide my tights on.

These may seem like small acts to someone else. But I have never been loved like this before, and never thought I would be. I deal with lots of insecurities.

He’s literally the man that I’ve dreamed of. ❤️❤️❤️❤️ I stare at him sometimes and just want to rip his clothes off & take him right there. 🤣 The emotions are strong!! I can’t wait to see him as a father to our children.

At 25 years old I’m finally experiencing what it’s like to genuinely feel loved by a man. I spent my high school years envious of the girls that found their high school sweethearts. Spent my college years jealous of the girls that had their supportive boyfriends. Spent some of my adult years wondering when I’d get to go on dates, get flowers, or have someone to spend holidays with. Now I look back and think, had I known it was him that I was waiting for I would have waited a lifetime. But I’m glad I didn’t have to. ❤️❤️

If you haven’t met your person yet, hang in there. You will. Know that you are worthy of being loved, and the right person will come along and do it. Don’t settle. Work on genuinely, and unconditionally loving yourself first, and the rest will come naturally.