hi everyone, i need some help.

i’m having a bit of a situation. like 2 days ago my girlfriend of almost 3 years broke up with me, she gave me a list of reasons why, but none of those reasons (together or not) were good enough to end our relationship (my mom agreed with me so i know i’m not crazy).

but she texted me a few hours ago saying things like “breaking up with you is the stupidest thing i have ever done. it’s been two days and i feel like i have nothing to look forward to and nothing to really care about. i can’t eat and i can’t sleep, and everything reminds me of you. i was so scared of us not working out that i decided to push you away and ruin everything myself instead of opening up to you and telling you how i was feeling and listening to you. i’m so fucking sorry. i was scared that you would break my heart and i was selfish, so i broke yours... and i didn’t come to your house because i thought i was doing the right thing, i thought what i was saying about a comfort zone was valid, but i was wrong. i do want to be your comfort zone. i want to be that person for you, always. i want to be what you come home to, i want to be a space you feel at home in, i want to be someone you can expand your comfort zone with, i want to grow together... i don’t know why i thought i could just not talk to you. you were my whole life for almost three years and i still want you to be. i don’t know why i thought my reasons were enough to throw that away... i was scared of the distance and i was scared of fighting and i was scared of trying, but i should’ve been more scared of losing you, because this has been the worst 48 hours of my life... im so sorry”

i am so in love with her but im afraid she’ll hurt me again. what should i do??