So I’ve been paranoid af since having my last baby. It’s no secret!

I’m scared of everything because she’s my first preemie and it’s flu season and all that.

So over the holidays my whole family was talking crap about me because I haven’t let anyone meet her and when i took my older two kids to exchange gifts at my cousins house we sat down to eat and she thought it would be funny to give me a POT BROWNIE for dessert!

I’m breastfeeding obviously my preemie needs all the antibodies and now I am scared as shit because I didn’t feel anything until I got home and I had already nursed my baby.

I only had a tiny bite because I thought it smelled off I couldn’t put my finger on it but I thought maybe they were old. (Since it’s been a few days since Xmas)

Do you guys think it’s ok to keep nursing my baby? Should I be worried?!

If I wasn’t paranoid before omg I’m so much worse now!!