Grumpy!!!

I am so grumpy!!! Like mega PMSing is this normal pregnancy symptoms or do I need an attitude adjustment? I am so so paranoid!!! Every time I go to the doctor or hear something or get a phone call I want to think 100 terrible things! Is anyone super paranoid? I had a MC in JULY so I'm afraid to get happy about this pregnancy. And everyone else (parents etc) all feel the same way no one will get excited for/with me. I used to watch the you tube videos of how people tell people they are pregnant and everyone is so excited. That has NOT happened at all!!! :-( and we have told are immediate families and they we all like ok, that's nice... Pass the salt please 😭😭😭😭