I crying at this moment.... i dont know what to do or what to feel another new years (well almost) and still no baby. Sometimes i ask my self what did i do or will i ever be able to have a child of my own 💔 this pain i just wish something could take it away i get angry at times with myself because i try to not question god but its so hard not to want to ask why. I know he has the perfect timing i just wish i could do something to not feel this way💔 sorry bout this i just needed to let some of it out....